Heart-in-Locket

Its strange how no matter what i try to say, it always comes out differently. No matter what i think i mean, the words leave the wrong impression. There's no way for my emotions to burst out of myself. Instead, i have to compromise for the things i've said before. Most people just call it rambling; the way a person just talks and talks about nothing in particular. But i'm envious of those people, just able to let go and say what they really feel. Instead i'm left with an organised mess of jumbled words. They're meant to mean something, but they still feel empty. I still feel as though it won't mean as much to the other person as it me